Really? You don't wanna lose me?
So do I have to anticipate for something?

I realize that I need to think about myself this time.
Sorry but I want to be silent for a long while.
Be back next.

This was me before.
and this is me now

So sad :(

Why did you not want me to tell you what sign is it?

and now you came

Someone came along and I believe it's a sign.

But I'm hoping that's the real sign that I'm looking for.

You know who you are.

01. Ever been given a ring?
Yes

02. Longest Relationship with a friend:
Not with a friend.

03. Last gift you received:
Borloloy (bracelet and key chain from a friend for my birthday)

04. How many times have you dropped cell today?
Zero times

05. Last sport you played?
Sport? I don't have any sport duh!

06. Things you spend a lot of money on?
Hmm. I spend less on the things, I save a lot.

07. Things you ate last?
YellowCab pizza. Hell big huh?

08.First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes, personality and talent. Wakeke

09. One favorite song:
Unbeleivable by craig david

10. Where do you live
Davao City

11. Cell phone service provider:
Forever Globe

12. Favorite mall store:
I don't have any coz I am not a mall goer

13. Last wedding attend?
I missed my aunt's wedding last time grrrr.

14. What car do you drive
I don't drive what I want to

15. Best kisser
Me? wahahahaha kidding. I don't know.

16.Last time you cried
When I broke up with my ex

17. Most hated food:
Kinilaw.As in ewwww!

18. Things you like most about yourself:
Patience and high self-esteem.

19. Things you hate most about yourself
being too kind

20. Person you want to do something to in a bad way
Im not bad.

21. Can you sing?
Yeah but don't dare listen

22. Last concert attended
Hale? Ah! long long time ago

23. Last movie rented
Harry Potter 1,2, & 3. I didn't had the chance to watch all of them in movie house

24. Favorite Alcoholic drink?
Alcoholic? Hmm Beer?

25. Things you never leave home without
Cellphone, thumbdrive and my hanky

26 .WHAT IS THE MOST PHYSICAL PAIN YOU HAVE EVER BEEN IN
When my friend pinched my cheek and I exploded. It's so painful.

27. ARE YOU GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BI?
Of course straight

28. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE A GOOD KISSER?
Yeah? No? I don't know.

29. WOULD YOU SEVERE YOUR OWN PINKY FINGER WITH AKNIFE FOR 10 MILLION DOLLARS
Waahhh I can't. The pain is worth than 10 million


30. WHAT KIND OF SUNGLASSES DO YOU WEAR?
Tinted glasses

31. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT SICK FROM DRINKING?
Last OctoberFest Nyahaha

32. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAKFAST FOOD?
I don't really eat breakfast

33. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO DRUNK YOU WET THE BED?
Not yet.

32. HAVE YOU EVER UNDERGONE SURGERY?
Yup. minor surgery. Girl thing eh?

33.Last thing written:
This

34. I LOVE:
Art, Love and -----

35. I HATE:
Myself

36. I FEAR:
Death

37. I HOPE:
To get out of here.

38. I HIDE:
I don't hide

39.I MISS:
Constantine ( what?)

I have savored happiness when I had my 2-yr relationship. All I could thought of that time was the belief that it’s gonna be forever. But it was all wrong, and I have got nothing but an opened window for another love that will pass by.

But I thought it’s over not to accept whoever will care to show me love. I accepted it.

This time I know is much to take care of. I have learned so much from yesterday and I don’t want to commit ever any mistakes again.


But I am confused.

Besides of my very busy schedule and tasks to be done and meeting the deadliest dealine, I caught myself thinking what’s lacking?.

There’s something that is missing to complete my life.

But it cannot be a piece to provide that missing slot.

It cannot coz I am confused.
I am thinking so much things and possibilities.

My pasts linger me bad. I admit it.
Why did I do that?

I have learned, But never learned truly.
Use my head. Use my heart.
But it seems I want to live my life alone. Giving my time
To think, to find what exactly is lacking.


I don’t have anyone to turn to.
I don’t even dare to utter everything what’s within.
It’s concealed, hiding beneath me.
I don’t have the strength to show it.


Does anyone care to let it go?