Currently Listening to: Don’t let the sun go down on me by Elton John & George Michael

While ago, I handed my cellphone and made a call. The first series of rings didn’t emerge a response from someone. And I made another call, no response again, and another call, and so on and so forth. I intended to count how many calls I made and it totaled 42 calls or make it 42 missed calls for someone’s cellphone. This happened once for now and that perhaps the sole reason why I hurriedly turned on my computer and blogged.

I laid my cellphone above me now for a miracle beep to hear.

And yet, I’m not affected with what happened. He’s running out of load that’s why that someone can’t bump a reply to me.

I understand. There’s no BIG deal about the quantity of what that someone’s cellphone has. It’s about the trust I have for that someone despite the fact that someone didn’t answer my call.

Yeah, it’s true. I am not stupid to get affected and be in doubt of what that someone’s is up today. Maybe that someone needs some time to spare for his *toink* self.

I rather make my tasks here instead of thinking about that someone. I know and I believe that someone will one moment think about me.

I’m not hypocrite to deny these. I have understood the facts about love and it’s the way how I try and learn to accept it.

And I have experienced all these, and brought learning to my life. You will not understand if you don’t try to look for answers. And whatever that someone’s reasons are, well I am patiently waiting for that someone to tell me coz I know and I believe he will, that’s how firmed I am.

It is just like, if that someone means so much to me then that someone will work everything not to let me go nowhere in what I believe in.

As long as there is trust in yourself to someone, then everything’s gonna be fine.

Tomorrow is another day and work. I enjoyed my Christmas vacation.


And still another hope for all of us.

Good Day!