I have savored happiness when I had my 2-yr relationship. All I could thought of that time was the belief that it’s gonna be forever. But it was all wrong, and I have got nothing but an opened window for another love that will pass by.

But I thought it’s over not to accept whoever will care to show me love. I accepted it.

This time I know is much to take care of. I have learned so much from yesterday and I don’t want to commit ever any mistakes again.


But I am confused.

Besides of my very busy schedule and tasks to be done and meeting the deadliest dealine, I caught myself thinking what’s lacking?.

There’s something that is missing to complete my life.

But it cannot be a piece to provide that missing slot.

It cannot coz I am confused.
I am thinking so much things and possibilities.

My pasts linger me bad. I admit it.
Why did I do that?

I have learned, But never learned truly.
Use my head. Use my heart.
But it seems I want to live my life alone. Giving my time
To think, to find what exactly is lacking.


I don’t have anyone to turn to.
I don’t even dare to utter everything what’s within.
It’s concealed, hiding beneath me.
I don’t have the strength to show it.


Does anyone care to let it go?