fallin'

It’s so silly to think how you make yourself still infected with the memory of your pasts. you still allow your mind to reminisce the memories you had with your loved ones. Catching yourself listening solemnly to the song you sung together and even think of how someone is doing at this very moment.

We deny to admit sometimes we fall in the wrong time and in the wrong person. We pretend we have just simply missed someone but the sole fact is we’re deeply hoping one day that someone will know we’re here waiting.

We even ignore the things advised by the other people because we always think we’re right on what we’re doing. And yes who else could deprive your contentment right? you know yourself better than anyone else.

But even if how these people trying to counsel and give you words of wisdoms to ponder and there you are neglecting them from it, you will soon experience and realize these people are right.

I could say you can not agree something that you never tried and encountered yet. Remember, you’re still in the stage of knowing who really you are when you fall.

fix

I know I did something wrong. I admit it. Allow me to hide for now. I don’t want to see you for the mean time

I really really need to fix myself.

the other ME

I realize being alone is the time to make a sincere communication with yourself. Being alone is the time to reflect what you’ve been through as you exist in this world.

It’s so glad to know that I am indeed fortunate in everything that my soul is craving because I still spare time knowing myself who really I am.


Than those people who are disturbed due to the wrong thought and being strangled by disillusions of others.


Think of the other YOU waiting to be noticed.

hitch

We watched the movie entitled "Hitch" starred by Will Smith. It was actually funny especially the demonstration done by Mr. Hitch with Albert outside the door. *grin* and it did happen. It was effective by the way.

I was thinking like a masculine type of person going out today with these three guys who have been very close to me. I was even asking "God why you made me such a girl?" Duh! I am afraid the worst thing will come that I may no longer remember I am a girl and that I will act and think and speak and dress like a guy now. Ewwww! Nah! that won't happen.

Seriously though, It was a lot of fun. They even stopped me of waiting for the next showing of trailers right after the movie because they we're all starved.

But honestly, it was too late to realize to go and watch "Son of the Mask" instead of "hitch". : /

seriously speaking

Sometimes you think about things that you see, hear and feel. Sometimes out from knowing them by your own self, you assume something that you thought it is in a way it is.

Which is definitely not.

Don't deceive by those actions alone.. learn to listen hard and don't think too much from it leading you changing the way you are to them.

If you get what I mean then perhaps you will conclude same notion with mine. :)

happiness

I am so happy. Can't deny I really do :)

Are you happy too? Happy Easter to all!

love moves in mysterious ways

Reckoning the things around me made my soul shattered into different horizons of truth and rationale behind leading me into much confusion if once taken and done will people compliment or respond about it.

I greatly accept the facts of life, that there are things that you don’t know its existence. There is rejection of the time you divulge the sayings that you’re uttering infront of them. You even tried to believe all these things at all though it’s hardly to deem so. You can’t have any choices anymore but be it that way.

But will you gamble yourself in the name of love? For the sake of your happiness and sincerity to a person who doesn’t give you the assurance if he feels the same way too?

What will you do? Friendship is hard to break.

Nobody takes the consideration of hitting this stupid feeling in me, because they said I have sinned badly. Why? Do I have to think about others’ situation than me being trapped of this for so long?

You know how hard it is to understand how love moves in mysterious ways…

Men are born stupid. Really guys?

I received a text message from my friend just 1 minute ago telling me they are totally OFF with his bf. I was shocked since she even borrowed money from me to fetch his bf in manila who's just coming back home from the states. She waited for 2 years as what he has promised for her. They have gone through a lot knowing it's been 5 years since the day they were committed.

Now, plans and promises went nothing at all. Worst is he has another girl who also waited for his comeback. You see how terrible and stupid that guy is? I hate him much more than my friend hates him. He's a damned crazy devil I could say.

I want to put him inside a sack and hang above the coconut tree.

FD

I know I didn't lost it. I know I can find it later. Wahhh c'mon where are you?

status

Leigh is currently E.V.I.L

a question

How do you feel if a certain thing will pull you down if incase you're being complimented than responded?

I was like you

Hidden individual aptitude had emerged due to motivation and inspiration. Now I realize mentoring is not to push the person into a terrifying moment that makes the person discouraged but helping them to appreacite challenges. I admit, the time how these people proudly shown their works though very diminutive as compared to what you have expected but still you know the smile and pride you saw in their faces made me think "I understand I was like you before" and I hope these people will excel more.

now i say it I am busy

because of the broken vow happened just last night with the COKE softdrink, I feel like I am floating in the air today. I was dreaming in the morning but I don't feel any contentment that I really slept with that whole duration of 2 hours.

I admit I am so busy. I don't know where and what to start. Loads of pending works. I want to take a long rest this summer but you know every absence you take is a big deal anymore.

My organizer is useless, coz I used of digging my brain's memory capacity in which it came to a point that I forgot some of the tasks to do, and yeah my brain sometimes causes me too late to be reminded and if you're patiently following and reading my blog perhaps you will know the reason why?

I bought a planner but still all way useless because I don't follow what's written on it.

I don't even own a watch.

don't want to hear

I tell you, I am in the oldest building of the whole davao city, sitting right here alone and blogging with no other voices around except these people lurking inside the speaker. Yeah, I know I won't be hearing and SEEING somebody else, and I know I am ALL ALONE.

Duh! I've been doing this for many times but tonight I feel something unusual. You know, being all alone in this big building is a priviledge for me.

and you know, hearing someone's crying outside, I don't know if it's part of the tunes of the back up singers knowing I only hear a solo singer in here, and yeah back up singers don't cry to support the song.

Hehehe. You see I am smiling. I'm waiting until these hands of mine stop to type stuffs that running around my ears and my head. Whoah! it's getting louder but wait! hmm will you allow me to go out and see? or roam around in this four-corner-office with 3 cubicles each column?


Of course NO WAY! why should I? Bye!

the prayer

I am silently waiting for the signS, any sign that affects me. I am patiently anticipating for it.

someone's absence

The more you don't see the person you love the more you miss that person. This is what I am feeling right now.


and yet he doesn't know it.

the day

Today is student's day so we don't have any classes and I am doing my webby and hmmm bit more to go I can now fire up the second version of it. Blah blah

I was surprised because I saw my ex-love. I was really shocked as he called up my name with a BIG smile on his face. (grrr I was even thinking of putting some slow-motion-event-with-background-classical-music ).

We talked for a while, about the recent happenings. He even looked at my hands if I wear wedding ring already. He's getting handsome.

So i ceased the talk and we parted ways. And I remember how we used to love "secretly" each other before. That was the pasts, from elementary to highschool.

But we never became lovers.

err err

In reality, education is important because it is the overall knowledge gained through learning, in and out of the place you are in whatever you are doing and employing and even what you are saying are the effects of what you have digested information in your school.

Some would say it is not significant at all. People are not born equally as far as the intellect is concerned. There are genuises who have not been into academe. They don't even seek to gain diplomas just to prove and face the outside world of what they have learned to help and be productive.

And if you are not one of them perhaps education is a way to go.

The principle of education is to learn and create new things not repeating what the other generations have done, these are the people who are inventive, creative and discoverers.

But there is only one BILL GATES.

For me, it is important because I am not born with all the intellect in the world. I need it because I want to learn and because my mind is a nuttshell.



Now, why I ended up discovering?