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Things that bugging my mind make me force to elude the truth that I can't endure the game that I am playing. Your quiteness and absense self make me realize that I have to hold on to what I believe was right.

Tell me what to do.

Direct your mouse to this link
http://leigh.i.ph

See yah

I created this one for 45 seconds last night.

So simple that even a kid can do this. Hehehe

Orlando Bloom, my long time crush.

and Adriana Lima.

I am getting too much.
I think I have to better off myself a little.

1. Where did you go last friday?
-work and went home and watched TV. So tired.

2.Did you have fun?
-With my work? hmmm sort off. Because I was so drained.

3. Who were you with?
- Co-Workers (we met for a meeting. Ah what? *scratches head*)

4. Were they cool?
-Yeah because I'm cool. Joke. Yeah they are cool. The best group of people to work with

5. What time did you sleep last nyt?
-Nyahaha.. 1am?

6. Have you gone to the beach just w/ your buddies?
-Yeah. Punta del Sol was the last time we enjoyed for a beach.

7. Do you love sunsets?
-Yeah. But I can't catch the actual view of the sunset.

8. What's the worst thing you have ryt now that you didn't have a month ago?
-worst thing? none so far

9. when is your b-day?
-Secret.

10. What are your wishes for your birthday?
-Happiness. Good Health and fafa *joke*

11.Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
-My bf *If I have* and my friends.

12.Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?
-Yeah. I could say twice.

13. What was the last thing you thought about?
-My web design proposal

14. Do you miss your school??
-I work in my college school now. I miss my batchmates though.

15. What's the best thing that happened to you?
-Got an unlimited call and unlimited text under the sun. Joke. Best thing? When me and my mother are ok now.

16. thing/s you regret?
- Loving tooooooo much

17. Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?
-Go and see my cellphone if there's someone loves me.

16. What's the most important sentence/s that lingers in your mind right now?
-Right now? "I am inlove again" Ewww! yuck! OA!

17. cookies n' cream or double dutch?
-Of course double dutch.

18. Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedez?
-What? are you gonna ask me about foods now? Chocolate cake.

19. Do you know how to drive?
-Nope

20.What was the biggest mistake you've ever had?
-Toooo much love

21. Do you know how to play the guitar?
-a little

22.Is there anyone you wanna talk to at this very moment?
-Yeah yeah.

23. Who's the last person you texted?
-Hahaha. Hmm Pare.

24. KFC or Kenny Rogers
-I don't like chickens.

25. Beach or Mountain?
-Beach?

26.Do you find yourself sexy and beautiful?
-of course yes! o diba!? Hahaha

27. Do you have accomplishments this past week?
-Yeah. only a little of my loaded tasks

28.Hotdogs or cheesedogs?
-Hotdogs *grin*

29.Do you like Shawarma?
-What's that?

30.Is there someone you are missin right now?
-Of course Yes my baby!

31. Do you love someone right now?
Yup

We were having our class this morning and guess what?
I wasn't able to obey my desire to the thing. Now come to think of it. I have laid my schedule fixed and there again. Bump me to blow off next meeting?

Duh! if you might be asking what the heaven *opposite to hell* I am talking, only one person knows and besides you don't seem to care about that thing coz If I may be able to talk about it, it's stupid!

Anyway, I am back in my office este in my cubicle. I have realized that this is my first time to stay and nap inside of my cubicle for 2 years in working in this place.

Now, what am I supposed to do? I am tired. I've got no sleep I mean *not enough sleep* last night because of Jewel in the palace and tinkering my cellphone *duh! another stupid stuffs here again*

I was asked what can I say about GMA?
Stating the fact that I don't know the heaven is happening in our country. Because I am stupid if you would surely deem I am.

Hmm. GMA?
All I can say. She is intelligent. Why? *I don't know*
-Maybe because above all the issues fired on her she still thinks wisely *wisely? how come? (I don't Know)
-Maybe because she still be able to survive even when the people can't surve to still place her as president
-and last thing I see a woman leadership in her.

I think she will have to stay for good. Otherwise, who will replace? Me? O! c'mon!

Seriously though, I can't say GMA is delivering a bad image as a leader. I don't know I can't elaborate that idea here because I am not aware with what's happening now.

Even if you think I don't care with our country, it is just that I have this belief that one day we will survive and we will be able to move on for good.

But when? I don't know.

It’s funny how things hold into the moment of extracting the truth behind our ignorance before. You told me a lot about few years that left us. There were places that count every chances to get near by and recognize what’s within us but we tend to ignore it.


I don’t know how the magic sparks that way. Yes, as you said God awaken us to realize that we’ve got the whole world of happiness that we long aspired.

I am certain that I am open again to a new love. I have learned to think hard for now. If I have hurried myself before because of the hatred it brought me by someone, this time I have to move slowly and nicely with you.


I believe as what you have shown me you will fight for me. This belief makes me strong. I won’t let things go away for now. If chances before have left us away this time. But thanks to smyl for recognizing the importance of touch.


Need not to worry. I am here for you and this time I know is real.
Thanks for coming to my life.
I’ll wait for you. Take care.

It’s funny indeed how we get back ourselves again after long years.

Someone asked me “Are you ok?” while busy doing my tasks for today. I looked so hectic and it bothered someone to asked me as if there’s something going on me.

I answered “ yes, of course why?” She asked me nicely “ really? (with worry in her eyes)” And I just smiled.

She went away and I left alone and things coming over me like thunders. The pasts, the present and the future events of life.

My mind is empty. I can’t even finish one task at a time. I kept on hanging over each stuff that I am doing. I don’t have the full strength to let it done.

Someone told me that I am such a strong girl. Yes, I am beginning to learn to be strong coz that is what I need to do. I don’t have to cry and become weak.

I am thinking. I am using my head. I overrule my head than my emotions. I won’t let my emotions to drag me to nowhere. This time my head is needed to be awaken. Needed to be fed with whatever good things would emerge to keep the things blow away that stuck my head.

My lovelife has been affected so much. I have sacrificed someone because of this. But I need to. Who else would help me? Nothing but only myself alone.

I still have less strength left. Thanks God that I am still be able to keep things going even though it has no direction where it falls and ends.

I need time to fix myself, relieve the pain and refresh my mind. There is a mistake than I am avoiding to happen. This mistake is soon to come. But I know why the hell prone with this kind of matter.


Maybe that’s how my life is going. I don’t intend to push things that I like all the time. Everything has a reason.


But let that reason for me to believe that there is still hope in me after all.

You see, letting go of someone is not an easy thing to do. But I MUST because I don’t want that someone to burn his self inside of my stupid mistake.

Letting go is the start of looking at each other’s bond if we mean to uncut it until destiny unfolds for us.

But this time, above all these things. Make if left and right side of my arms I carry the heaviest stones that I might soon give up.

This is the start of my journey through life. I know this has to be another learning to be pondered in order to more matured and more strong.


I can’t find any person to take me up high but myself alone.

I am still bothered I admit it.
Lie is an only common thing excuses myself from truth.


But to the person who have helped me inspire when the worlds go down on me.
This is the time to start to reunite ourselves again.
If we seldom ignore ourselves before, now I think I am beginning to hold my soul which has been scattered in the wind.


Whoever you are. I will wait for you.

Really? You don't wanna lose me?
So do I have to anticipate for something?