how come?

Currently Listening to : COLLIDE by Howie Day


I hid this blog from you because it wasn’t the right time for you to read all these stuffs here.

Some people encourage me to invite that “someone” whom I am referring to this blog to at least give him ideas what the damn things I am currently doing. Besides, I might make him flatter if he once read this. Even whoever can feel that.

Now, that you’re up to here. Prowling around the contents of my paradise. You may perhaps know already the reasons why?


But with the question you asked to me. You might never recognized even the tiny spot of my feelings towards you because in person I act naturally. That is you can’t get any signs that I do really like you.

I’m used to this. Even if the way I talk you, you can hardly point out hints from me on you. All I ever need to do every time we bump each other is, just be myself and think as if nothing really happens, nothing is really mushy. But in the end of it, when you’re out of sight my heart jumps with joy and happiness. My friend even look for me coz she thinks I am up in heaven esp the time we collide face to face at the second floor.

Yeah, and at the end of the day. I shout it all out here everything that I feel. Everything that is need to express.


Whatever you knew from here. That answers your question.