I saw you!. ah! *blushing*

Currently Listening to: YELLOW by COLDPLAY

I am looking for the sign that makes it stop thinking and longing about you. Yeah, I don’t know if you know all these crazy things I am doing. It seems I don’t care people around. I don’t care what other people may say.

I might break the rules.

Now, tell me what shall I do with these? My mind sets on you. This is holy crazy to think how someone like me to feel this way for you…

and who are you anyway? someone who holds a tie with someone whom you don’t want to cry?. Why does she cry? It’s because someday if time allows, grabbing the great chance to come near each other and utter things for love? and if time permits you will let me come into you and neglect her?


I can’t. I am holding my conscience on that. I am not allowing that happen. But you know what? I am still hardly thinking about that even now, if I have to give up certain thing to win you.

You feel for me I know. I can see it in your eyes but words are left to be unspoken these times. Surviving the idea of pretending we mean nothing.

Tell me what shall I do? Do you think it’s my turn now to win you?

I can’t resist this feeling. You complete my days and that’s it, only this blog knows everything.

But for the least part of this, the only key for you to know every thing that this crazy thing can do to you is through reading constantly my posts..

But do you read them?



I am still patiently hoping one day you will do.