Currently Listening to: HIGH by THE SPEAKS

I have received lots of blessings from God and yet I only seldom thank Him for that.

Sometimes, due to my busy works, I began to think to set aside God for the meantime.

Sometimes, I forgot to say little prayer for Him just even before I go to sleep, because I find it very disturbing especially when I my eyes want to drop and get sleep.

Sometimes, when I passed by a church with my mother and sisters I am hesitate to make a sign of the cross though I’m doing it without them.

Sometimes, I caught smiling and happy but never opted to think about Him and say “Thank you Lord for that”

Sometimes, when I get inlove with someone He always makes me happy and I didn’t even give Him recognition for that.

Sometimes, when I get my salary I don’t like saying anything to Him.
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it’s always been sometimes
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But ALL the times. I am neglecting Him to help and guide me as if I can carry myself and my burdens alone. I thought without Him I can do my daily works, routines just to see how strong I am.


and yet.. in the end something and someone is missing. I am not comfortable with what I have now if I can’t offer my small amount of time to talk to Him.


I thought I can make it without Him but I am wrong.
I need Him. Saying prayer to Him makes me complete.
and it made me realize that with what I have owned right now is a privilege to me.
I am indeed more fortunate than any hopeless people on earth.


With what happened to me just weeks ago. It made me realize that God gives chances ‘til the end of time. Yeah, I asked him to give me the “last” chance to change, to renew, to get back to him.


His love for me is so great, and I love Him forever.