seeing you near me

We frequently see each other in our workplace, catching ourselves ignoring as we passed by in the hallways. I even wondering how friendly you are with all of my officemates but except me. You didn’t throw any little smile everytime we meet.


I feel for you and I firmly know you don’t recognize it, or maybe you have the hints about the way I am with you. But I know I act naturally, I don’t place myself to show any signs to you, and it would be hard enough for you to know it.


and who I am by the way, to waste your short time to mind about it? I didn’t deserve for you to notice me even just a look in the eyes.

You seem so far away for me.

I can never ask more than from these. Seeing you is enough for me to be contented. I feel happy everytime I catch your shadow.

Whenever we meet, I am too distant to be recognized by you.

I understand because you don’t turn your attention to anyone to be admired with. You love your girl. I can’t refuse myself not to believe and understand that she’s your everything.

Yeah and I was like you before, but the difference is I thought I could not see someone else other than my ex-boyfriend that very long time…..


but I was wrong.



and I am patiently hoping you will commit the same wrong thing like mine.



only if God permits.