not to talk more

you work in a certain establishment because you know that you're dedicated on that place and because you want to have a new environment to deal with. Of course, being with your officemates you should be able to mingle with them to get closer.

I work here and I know I am the newest member and that seniority is what i should always think about, that I should not raise my level in accordance to them in terms of how many years of experience they have here.

Whatever I said I should be careful and every wrong thing that happens I should be the one to be blamed of. And yes, i know i have the ability to commit mistakes and being a human it is very stupid not to admit that i did something wrong which i know i am responsible with it, but it is more stupid as a bastard if I have to admit the mistakes of others.

I know I have forgotten most of the times of the things that I am doing but this time God knows I did the right thing and I know it was not MY fault.

I wasn't able to explain anymore because i decided to calm down while that person was talking infront of me. It hurts me, it makes me mad really mad.

Is it not right to sometimes accept your own mistakes?