i'm back!

Duh! for MORE minutes and now I AM BACK? heck! I can't forgive myself not to blog. It seems blogging for me is a habit, and it becomes my passion (what's that WORD again?). Passion! Oh Passion why do you point your existence to blogging? why not in the thing that I always wanted in my whole life?

I am talking to this one . It's stupid to think that I am wanting to divert my whole attention to anything new. But this one got me. Got my big 'awe'.

Going back to blogging, I don't know if my posts affect some people's lives (wishing it could be MORE people's lives) considering the hits I gained for now, not to mention that I am doing more browsing with my blogs and I even disabled comments because I don't want to hear more comments from anyone. (or just nobody would care to shout out Hehehe).

I am satisfied already if you are patiently reading my blogs and it's a BIG gladness on my part. Thanks.

Blogging change my ways, Hahaha. Other than online chatting, this medium has always been an ultimate reason why I always caught myself kicking the internet.

Even a 25/hour internet rate (which is very expensive for me nowadays hihihihi), I have learned to spend the rest of the hours to lurk with that internet cafe. To admit I don't have any internet connection at home coz my mother doesn't want to take it up coz my self is so hard to be disciplined if facing the computer and surf.

I even remember before when we still have internet connection at home. I went to sleep at about 2 am and work early at 8am. Just imagine how my health got affected because of that. *how's your health now?* I am ok now and fully recovered.

and since I was advised not to spend to much of my time facing the computer that's why having internet at home is not a neccessity anymore. My needs are minimal. So I think spending money for the internet cafe is ok for me.

And with that, I can control myself. Waahhh! i remembered during my first year in college where 90/hr internet rate was ideal for me just to get hooked with chatting. Anyway, that was long long time ago.

Got to go, someone is calling me to go out..... Hahahaha out for a meeting. :p